NY

Ok... so this weekend I have been so freakn stressed out.... BUMMER...... any whoooo. I can't wait until 2008 is over, I am so ready for a new year to come and begin. In 2008 I can honestly say that I have been on an Emotional Rollercoaster. **** tear**** But hey, life is about living and learning. You learn from your mistakes and grow from them. 2008 was a challenge as far as dealing with the death of my father in 10/2007. Still haven't gotten over that....
But thats life i just have to accept the fact and move on with my life.
I am so gratefull that I have lived to see another year, well hopefully. Im just mad that I have to work til 10pm on NYE... *sigh*. :~(. I want to bring in the NY at a club this yr and drunk as a skunk.....LOL!!! I can't wait!

"HOLLAAAAAAAA!!!!!" -Frankie

Quote of the day.....

Attempt the impossible in order to improve your work.

"Yes We Can"

Well today has came and is almost gone, today was an interesting day. What else is there to say?
Im just so stressed today; I dont understand guys at times. They say they want a faithfull female and everything that come along with her but really, they dont....
They would rather go out there and mess with these ol' trif females who hasn't done nothing for them. I just dont understand at all.....? I have stood my ground and done what I needed to do that was to be done, but i'll be damn if im gonna kiss somebodies butt.....LOL
Yep, thats where you are wrong. Man, I guess right now Im just venting to you guys. I have so much on my mind and so much to do in such little time.
But guess what I have faith. Never give up on faith and it WILL be okay.

**Smooches **

Quote of the day.....

To follow without halt, one aim; there is the secret of success.
And success? What is it? I do not find it in the applause of the
theatre. It lies rather in the satisfaction of accomplishment.

Quote of the day.....

Don't think, feel!

It is like a finger pointing away

to the moon.

Don't concentrate on the

finger or you

Will miss all that

heavenly glory.

?????

Well this is my second post so far and I'm not being as committed as i said I would be.
Anywho...., well I'm so darn happy that I am about to move into my own place soon again. OMG... staying at home is a beast!!! I'm mean its not that bad but when you're use to staying on your own for 5yrs and moved back due to a family emergency for a yr.....SIGH......
So I'm moving in my apartment really soon and my BF is wanting to come stay with me...? Now when he casually invited himself to staying with me, I'm like.... ARE YOU SERIOUS???! (shocked)
#1. How you just go invite yourself somewhere to live.
#2. I hope he know we either going half on everything or he paying
75% and I pay the other 25% of everything.
#3. I don't remember asking you if you wanted to move in together.
Just because we have been together for almost a yr and your lease is up on your apartment does not mean..."HEY, lets move together!" Guys these days just think they can just come lay up on a female and not contribute to anything. Hummmm.... not over here. I don't want to sound mean and say NO you can not move in with me but at the same time I'm not ready to look at the same person everyday and taken upon that load of basiclly making sure that person is straight . You know.....***SIGH***.

What should I do? Because I'm pretty sure he is not gonna understand where I'm coming from and how I feel about it.....

*****SIGH*****

Getting Started........

Well, I'm new to this blog thing. I'm pretty sure once I get use to it, I will be on here more frequently. **SIGH**